Marian Drake

It's

It's the body
It's the mind
It's the environment
It's chemicals.
Depends on which era you're in.
It's inherited
It's your upbringing
It's trauma
It's your genitals
Maybe it's caused by sin.
Give her a pill
She's really ill.
Look she's screaming again
Nothing we do
can ever please you
It's starting all over again!
It's the moon
It's vitamins
It's the gods
It's her diet
Here it comes -- the pain!
I don't need medicine!
I just need resting
Turn off those noises
NOW!
But it is so quiet
Don't start a riot
Stop making such a row.
He'll hurt somebody
She's running away
What? You're crazy
I never said what you say
I've tried
I've cried
I've begged
I've prayed
And I've read the net
I know I'm gonna get it licked
I've been stable for 6 weeks
Such a relief
It's all over
Now I can work at last
No more pain
Ever again
Life is such a blast
I'm keeping a chart
Off to a new start
Over the pain from the past
Here's what I'll do
You'll see.
She's a rebel
He's just trouble
I hate her!
I hate her!
I hate her!
My tears burn my face
It's such a disgrace
You've popped my bubble
Haven't been so happy in years
She's taking offense
That's not what I meant
He's got no credence
My credentials are perfect,
You know.
I know that's true
But you don't think straight
Your brains are amazing
But something is missing
Something is really off base
I don't get it
What's going on with you,
anyway?
It's not over yet
I've got it licked
I've been framed
I'm so ashamed
I know it's real
I swear.
I'm frantic
I'm in a panic
What's going on?
It's the air
I'm in a maze
Wandering in a haze
Pacing, tossing, moaning
Wish I knew
Wish I were dead
What's going on with me?
What's going on with you?
Nobody's hazing you
Godd.m.it what makes you that way
I've never seen you like this
before
Please....give me a kiss
a hug a cuddle
I'm so muddled
How can I love
someone I can't trust
I give my heart
And I get blamed instead
It hurts so much
I need a soft touch
Stop beating around the bush
Tell me what you really mean
I'm trying not to tick you off
I don't know what you are talking about
I know you don't
So I'm through talking
I'm leaving
Now.
Maybe I'll be back
And maybe I won't.

1/22/01